FaNGzterZ^^

i was waiting anxiously for the exam day..and finally it’s oveRRRRrrrr..and now i’m on holiday month..i think shud be the month that i wana play play like crazy month…HAHAHaa cos starting nov 30th i’ll be having like busy year til next year bah..everything is like..walau..schedule is so tight together..so i must syok and relak for this monthhh…

i wana go KL..i wana go PENANG..i wana go GENTINg..DAmnnnn HAiiiiiiiiiiii i wannnnnnnnnnnn to play play play sport sport sport..a bit crazy liaw..but i wana work also..seE? i don even understand wat i’m talking about..

anyway..relakxx…. =.=|||

hmm..i jus said something to a fren..which i was quite surprised that i could say such thing..haha..

i said.. good nite! hope u have a sweet dream..or dreams..
then i said..hope u have both good and bad dreams..

bad dreams so that when u woke up u would be glad to know that it would never come true..and the sweet dreams so that it can put a smile on ur face during ur sleep..

oh no! i’m a genius! lol sorry =P
guess it’s time to sleep…ahha XD

如果人生只是一张白子

我就不会懂得什么是黑暗

如果世上只有好人

那我就不懂什么是坏人

如果我只懂得什么是快乐

那我就不会了解为什么有人会哭泣

不懂得喜怒哀乐的人

他就有如一块木头

没有感觉   没有表情

他的生活无法多姿多彩

因为他只懂得单方面的事物

每件事   每个人

都会有多过一方面的一切

即使一个人

他也可以找到两个自己 - 好 与 坏

没有人或事物是完美的

我们都需要体验不同的事情

才满满变化为另一个自己

每个人都会经过不同的磨练

事后才会了解

一切都值得

weeeeeeee~~~ hm..wee for wt? dono leh..well..i’m sort of on another ‘holiday’ but not really holiday becos this is an exam study month and assignment doing month.. and i dono wat i’m talking about..but i think i understand wat i’m talking about.. >.<|||

anyway..last sat i went to eat with yng and jordan at Thai express at plaza sing..then after tat we went to arcade there and play..played photo hunt..basketball..then the win phone machines..and ya..got this big machine..can win other prizes such as bags and soft toys..we 3 keep playing and finally in the end..JACKPOT!!!! WOOOHOOOO it was my turn playing when i hit the jackpot..damn lucky laaaa~~ then yaa i won a mickey mouse bag, blue colour..haha damn happy la..that bag is made in japan one..should be original one…wahhh so damn high..i think me n yng shouted when i hit the jackpot..AHahha and ya we got lots of candy as well..half full bag of candy man…they then took half while i bring the other half and the bag home…eee..so happpy..hahah never ever won a jackpot like this in my life….haHAhaa how can i not be happy?? i’m so happy that yng n jordan let me have the bag..hahaa cos they also contributed ( their money ) in the machine..haha we took turns to play..fun fun fun~

after days of having fun..i shall start studying liaw..haiiiii til here then..i have to start studying and my assignment thing as well…oh noooooo i feel sleepy =.=

ouch!jus now my mouse..i mean the electronic one..fell from table to floor..ouch! i heard it hit..it rili hurts huh? anyway there’s another cockroach lying deadly in my kitchen..sorry but i don dare to pick it up..either with newspaper or tissue..so have to wait my brother in law to come back..

weekend is so boring..especially the one i’m having now..sien

since monday i had class..politics class..i can say it’s quite a nice module..as in..the lecturer is knowledgeable..but then i don like the module ah…kinda boring to me..every morning have to wake up early and rushed to the bus stop then tried not to doze off in class…then when the clock striked 12 30pm i wil jump up with joy ( jus imagination ) so ya..the lectures ended..so i’ll have few days off finally..

thurs nite went out kbox with sharon and her bf..whom i said a bit of wang li hom’s face..as in..the hair and face shape la…then had quite fun lor..i enjoyed my singing while sharon and my frens who came later enjoyed their jim beam dono what alcohol..so ya..they all got drunk..except me and sharon’s bf..we all went home at 2+am..

friday morning met ah chiet..gona miss her soooo much =( had breakfast with her..and we chat chat so happily til 12 + like that..then she had to meet the darling..then i went home..nite time onli i met my dear…

my 2 sisters and brother in law were not at home since friday nite as one went to fren’s place stayover while the others went back to johore..all i did until now was helping do housechores…luckily last nite hannah came over to kill my boredom together ..we watched ‘monsters house’ together..but after 2 plus hours she had to go home so ya i’m home alone again..until now..so bored..i cant blif i’m at home during weekends..sien sien i say..the bf went to help his frens..move place..i don understand why so many ppl moving house this week..1 - bf’s housemates , 1 - bf’s classmate, 1 - hannah my friend..so ya..3 ppl moving..so busy ah this week..

so i’m so bored now lor…actually planned to go airport study or wat but come to think of it..airport wil be a lot of ppl during weekend lor..so siennnnn..so in the end decided not to go so i came online..so bored..why is today so bored? tomoro got class again..and i think i’ve forgotten my meal today..never had anythign since morning..so that i can be skinny..i wana become skinny again..haha..i’m so damn fat…the fattest creature in the world..cant u imagine how fat i am right now?

bored..luckily hannah called and i know finally i could company someone do something..or perhaps someone could b with me so i wont have to talk to the pc or the tv..DAMN BORING WEEKEND..tomoro i’ll be having tutorial liawwwwwwwwww SO BOREDDDDDDDDDDDD

when i go back brunei nex wk i swear i wan to go EMPIRE BEACH!!!!!! and JERUDONG BEACHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

i went back to brunei again the 2nd time this year..the last time was end of april til 2nd wk of may..recently i came back from brunei..this time i went back for 11 days and jus came back yesterday by SQ..everytime i flied by airasia..finally this time SQ..wahahaa syok cos i superb long time no take good flight le..i love the food on plane..hahah very nice leh..i had chicken curry..yum yum..

this time i went back brunei..it is the fasting month now..puasa..i couldn’t feel the puasa when i came back singapore..perhaps it’s the population bahhh..brunei more malays on street and foodcourt..then that day when me n yng passed by the foodcourt in a mall at around 5 45pm..we saw the foodcourt full of the Islam..the food they ordered are on the table already..they are waiting for 6pm to arrive..then they’ll start eating..lol i onli said ‘wow’..

the arcade there got new stuff..and my favourite one is..basketball machine..hahah they called it street basketball in singapore..singapore also has those machines..so back in brunei i kept playing it..i played photo hunts with my frens too..this time i went back i watched 2 movies..’the invisible’ and ‘hairspray’..both movies..to me i find them not bad..

hmm i went back there..went JP beach..went shopping..went for movie..went supper..drove around..had nasi katok..had dimsum buffet at dynasty..went arcade..went to eat seafood such as the grilled or pengkang stingray..yum yum..went to limteh with the old frens..went to play pool with my brother and his fren..then 9 po came my place and watched ‘my wife is a gangster 3′..haha nice show sia..

i bought my mum n niece clothes …seriously..for the first time..lol..perhaps i shud do that more often..but mum said i need not to buy wor..hahaa but who would not like to receive gift? jus hope to make her day brighter..haha

today i had the new module..then..WALAU i snore in class…YA RIGHT..no la..but i sleepy onli mah..not me onli but i think my calssmates also lor..everyone is tired i dono why…i very very sleeepy…but in the end i tahan til the end of the class..prof peter seems to be a frenly man..but then..his accent is a bit strong for me..cant rili understand his words at times..i mean..all the time..haiya..my mind is blank..perhaps i onli understand 2/10 of wat he said..gosh..hai…tired tired..

after class then i went shopping with lishan..din plan to buy anything..then we went heeren..she was looking for a belt..in the end we both bought a necklace each..yes i never plan to buy but ya..haha love it wah..cant help =P..then she went to this shop and bought a top..saying 2 pcs got 20% off for each pcs…then she bought one..and i saw a jacket..hoodie..wooo guess wat..ya i din plan to buy..but ya..BOUGHT liaw..hahaha been buying a lot this year dono why..but happy also la..got new stuff le..after that shan got her belt and we took bus home liaw..so sleepy..i slept inside bus too…then i arrived home..slept 2 hours also..

i is very sleepy now………Zzz..got class at 9am later and now is 1am..i haven finish reading ahhh..i am ‘ai kun’….

the cute girl named yngster came Sg for holiday while her boy boy came for studies..the brunei frens went out together and enjoyed..we sang in kbox from 7 30pm til 3 45am..and weiru won his first champion in pool tournament held by kbox..we went shopping..and yes i shopped a lot..2 pairs of shoes, 2 jeans, 2 top, a necklace, and a belt..shopped a lot indeed..went to many places..ate at seoul garden for the very first time in taka..went ru’s place for steamboat and played lamie..i won $11..celebrated ru’s bday as well..after a wk..yng’s back to brunei..

i worked in orchard hotel with hannah girl..3 days and met the new frens, Mulias, Jq, Gz and Kenneth..3 days of work but to me it is more of 3 days of free meals which made me fat..love the tea break and lunch break..love the tea and desserts..

watched dear’s soccer match in skol..saw the classmates again..he drove me out with his classmates and frens for supper with his bro’s new car…enjoyed the time being with him always..for the first time..i think perhaps it’s the first time..he said something lame..but to me..the sweetest thing i’ve ever heard..jus had supper jus now wit him and his fren…prata and murtabak is wat we had..he drove us..happy happy nite..he called me tomboy..and i had to call him tomgirl..unless he want to be called as jerry girl..LOL

i’ll be back brunei on wed..til 16th..i’ll be back =) i would miss him..the guy called tomgirl..the guy who sayang me..the guy who i love  ^_^

messy feeling right now

dono what is wrong

down and emo

had great times but also had bad times

great times as i’ve shopped a lot

bad times..i dono how describe

starting to worry

sorry for being b.w.m.

not rili feeling that happy today…feeling it’s the worst day of my life..thanks to the cockroaches and the fon..stupid fon..i’ll burn u one day ..

morning actually planned to go Mc D breakfast..in the end ordered a home delivery as everyone wasn’t able to wake up on time..late afternoon went out to buy lunch for me and sis..when i returned to my block..the most shocking moment of my life appeared..i saw damn lots of cockroahces all around near the lift and the staircase..some long and thin..some long and round..they are all those HUGE cockroaches..one word - GROSS !!!

for the dono how many times in my life..i ran for my life.. i ran like hell..of cos not running away laaa…cos there is stil one cockroach crawling on the lift door..damn la..i cant imagine whether there is cockroaches inside the lift..i ran up the stairs..luckily i stay in 6th floor..cant imagine wat would happen if i stayed in 13th floor..i ran very fast..i scare there would be cockroaches on the other levels as well..i looked at every staircase i step on..afraid there would be any other ’survivals’..oh perhaps i haven mention..the cockroaches were stuggling becos i think today is the ‘kill insects day’ in the HDB..incuding cockroaches of cos..they sprayed odourless insecticide or wateva to kill them all at once..some managed to escape while some were struggling hardly and waiting to die..

after i reached home safely..i’ve eaten..after an hour..i’m off again..to skol for dance prac..but guess wat..i never dare to take the lift and i took the staircase again..this time i walked slowly..cos i afraid i would step on any crawling ‘enemies’..i screamed softly when i saw one of them on one of the staircase..i jumped over it..then when i moved on to the lower level..i saw a disgusting one…CRASHED cockroach…eeewww!! then when i reached the ground floor..i had to jump over the struggling cockroaches and ran to the bus stop as fast as i could..i really look like a psycho..

i reached the bus stop..jus enuf time to see my bus went off in front of my eyes…i waited for another 15 min….i reached skol..i danced..and after that i went to orchard to meet my other frens for movie..

wat add worse to my day is my special stupid fon..why i called it special? becos it’s my first fon that made me so angry…it is a stupid fon..becos it goes on and off automatically..when it returned to the main screen after few min..i tried msging..but the msg cant be sent! then it went off AGAIN…no longer it went back to main page again..i was damn fed up..i called my fren whom i’ll be meeting to watch a movie with…i talked less than 2 min..then the fon went off itself..damn stupid right? doesn’t it knows its owner is talking on the fon?? STUPID FONE!!!!! but in the end i managed to meet up my frens though..hai~~~~~ so saddd and so downnnn

after movie..time to go home..yes..i saw my bus went off in front of my eyes again while i was stil walking towards the bus stop..finally i’m back home..i reached the lift..they were not struggling anymore..they are all dead! but the scene makes me want to puke man..can u imagine like one crowd of cockroaches lying dead with the body turned upside down near the lift door..and another crowd near the staircase? IT WAS DAMN GROSSSS  yes i hate them….i hate them even if they were dead..and i hate it why there were no cleaners to clear this up? don’t they know that there are people out there who are AFRAID of cockroaches,no matter dead or alive???????

once again..i ran up the staircase with my eyes staring on every step i made..hopefully i don step on any..but i saw the CRASHED cockroach..again…but finally..home sweet home..

i’m not feeling happy today, instead, i’m superb down. yes love sick that is…i dono why..i jus feel damn damn damn damn damn lonely…super duber lonely..then i exchanged my sim card with my sis’s fon..and called him..he picked the call..i was happy!! but then..less than a min..suddenly the other end became quiet..i thought the fon got cut off..or perhaps his fon is out of batt..but i stil see the minutes moving on..not hearing anything..the call ended..then i called again..he told me probably there is no signal there..the signal there is bad maybe..and..we talked less than a min..again..CUT off again..no signal…stupidddddddddddddd i give up and jus msged him good nite..so damn fed up..why everything just cant seem to be right today?? ="( *cry cry* ( at the lowest point )

waiting for rainy days..and finally it rained..few min ago. i miss the jP beach..i miss the wind..i miss playing in the rain…but i jus cant stop missing him..

friday nite..havoc sia. went Zouk to see the contest for Sharon..halfway the contest..our poor shengei got kena ‘da shan’ by an indian guy..wow..so attractive sia mr. kok..then we went to a pub. Sing karaoke, chat, play pool, play dice, and of cos, drink. i enjoyed the part while we played dice and sing karaoke. The people from other table and also my frens can rili sINGgggggg damn nicee and i was so shocked!! nice voices can be found in pub!!

Not realizing i was drunk..but i wasn’t totally drunk..at least i stil remember wat had exactly happened that nite. Me and sharon got drunk in the end..thanks to chivas..we all had chivas + coke or chivas + green tea ( which i had most ). halfway the drink..i got headache..i rest awhile..and continue to drunk myself..well i din purposely do it but i jus cant stop drinking , i wonder why.

In the end,sharon was sent home by our German fren called Michael, while mr.kok sent me home. On the way home in cab, we told the driver we need to puke. he stopped us at a bus stop..and there i gooo!! *puke heavily* ya..there goes the nice fried mee i had for my supper. finally..i reached home..and puke twice again..changed clothes and went to bed.

NEx morning i went to skol to play badminton with my classmates. Have been waiting for this day for long. cos i rili need sport so badly. Forcing myself out of bed, i brought my heavy head to the toilet and, puke, twice again. I bathed and get ready to skol after my fren called as they’ve reached.

The skol always have miscommunication!!! i asked my frens to go to the gym to ask to confirm the booking. but in the end the staff told my frens that there have been no records of badminton court booking. i told the staff i booked on the earlier monday and he told me perhaps there was some miscommunication. how many miscommunication wil there be??? can they manage properly i wonder??? =.= hai~ we were actually not able to play becos half the hall was full of chairs. there seems to be some function going on. But nobody was there. The hall is so empty n quiet. one of the court was left empty without chairs. The staff let us played..well..he shud.

After playing for like dono how many hours..i was EXtremeLy tiREd..not from playing but laughingggg..stupid Mr. faV!! making me laugh all the way..i was a feeling kinda unwell as i drank too much the nite b4..but after sweating.i rili feel so much better..

mr.F drove his uncle’s car. He offered to give a ride. Except me, the couple and mr.F dropped their stuff in the bornet, and F closed it. " Eh, where’s my key ah?" he searched around his pocket. "aH!! it’s inside my baG!! " wow wow..can he????? LOL his car was rili very very cooooL ..Sulphy is the name..but then..this car now don have a car key to operate..how? leave it under the hot sun?? no laa..he called the uncle immediately. LOL he rili feel bad la..cos he keep saying that. we jus have to say..don worry la..people make mistake oneeee no one is perfect de. everyone wil make mistake one. jus don repeat..

after his uncle brought the extra key along, he opened the door and the car is ready to go~! we went to holland V and filled up our poor growling stomach. afTEr thaT he sent me home and sent the couple to somewher to do their assignment. HAha i was rili feeling tired and very very tired lorr that day…i went home, bathed, and napped..for dono how long..my head jus cant stop sleeping by now..feeling heavy~~~~~~

i wan to be hugged by him. where is he? i’m counting down days. Will see him one more wk…cant wait!! miss miss him..Hai~~~~~